my provider.

so this past weekend i went to windy gap with some crazy middle school kids and it was seriously incredible. jesus worked in so many great ways to open up girls hearts for us to have amazing real talk. i never realized some of the things that 13 and 14 year old girls were going through and struggling with till i sat there during these cabin times and listened to them pour their hearts out to me. and i felt so honored that they wanted to trust me with things that some of their best friends do not eve know.

camp was a good learning experience in so many ways and levels. the thing that i loved most was how awesome my provider was for me. you would think that after a week of crazy midterms and no sleep, then a full day at camp with less that 2 hours of sleep due to the extreme number of sleep talkers we had in that cabin, that i would have been completely exhausted. oh boy was i wrong. i was no where close. i had crazy energy and didnt even realize i was tired till my head hit the pillow. i just wouldnt let myself think about it. and the best part was that i truly saw one of my biggest prayers be answered. god provided me with this extreme energy so that i could pay attention in club and be so alert during cabin times and in the afternoon to spend all the free time we had with these girls that mean so much to me! i realized that i had this incredible provider in my life and how thankful i was for that.

so many times we dont realize how blessed we are, even for the simplest things, such as energy. or we dont realize that so may huge things flow off of one simple thing. does that make sense? like me getting energy this weekend provided me and blessed me with so many opportunities -to stay up late and have real talk, to do everything the girls wanted me to do, to be involved with entertainment night instead of taking a nap, and to get up early and stay up late in true prayer for what had happened that day or what would happen. im not going to lie, sometimes you get so caught up in camp that you dont take time to be with jesus. but if you go into things the right way, he will provide! he will provide EVERYTHING you could possibly need.

ive loved seeing that this past weekend.

and since he gave me all that energy at the gap, i am fully crashing at the beach in florida. and when i mean fully crashing, i mean being completely ready for bed at 7 and having no problem crawling in there and sleeping until the sun comes back up. ok that was 3 hours ago. so onto that process and enjoying a week away from school and snow!

love.